My baby:
The moment I
laid eyes on her I fell in love
She is everything I ever dreamt of.
I am exhausted after birth, I am aching all over, however I am elated and
overjoyed.
She is
finally here in my arms.
She is so perfect and I am so happy.
My BABY
Geez, what’s
the matter with me.
Everything
went wrong and not as I planned it.
I tried so hard
but in the end I had an emergency c-section.
They handed my
baby to me and I felt numb.
I tried to
breastfeed and it doesn’t work.
She kept
crying and wriggling in my arms in anger.
I don’t know
what to do.
Does this mean I am not cut out to be a good mother?
Everyone around me is so happy for me, but I am not.
I feel like
a failure.
Your
experience of motherhood can be so very different from others.
Even your baby.
You
are not alone.
Acknowledge
that your experience is unique and that is how it is meant to be.
And
you can RECOVER, REGAIN and RE-ESTABLISH balance. Help is available if you are struggling.
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